A little trouble...

This really hasn't been a very good week. Or a very good few weeks.

There are lots of things going on in my mind today, none of which should really be discussed via the internet. But one of the biggest things weighing down on me actually has to do with God's people. I've been hugely disappointed and embarrassed by the way some people are acting about things going on in the world. Someone almost convinced me that I should be worried or scared, and that maybe my "moral values" are being compromised. I really struggled with this. I honestly prayed and asked that God put nervousness or discomfort in my heart if it was how I should feel (dumb, right?) But, go figure, He never did. So instead I have begun to pray that the same comfort and peace that I feel - the same trust and faith I have in this huge, mighty God - would take over the feelings of fear and doubt in God's people. We have not been given a spirit of fear, right?

On a lighter note, one of the highlights of my life so far is getting to be married to the most level-headed, honest, and godly man that I have ever met. I can't imagine anyone being a better spiritual leader ( though I know there are more, ladies. isn't this how we all feel about our men :) I can't believe that the guy I started dating when I was 16, would be the man I would grow old with! How could I ever be more blessed?

Ouch...

So not being able to walk really isn't on my list of things to do! Stupid Wii Fit hula hoop. Though said Wii Fit did tell me I lost 2 more pounds, I still could do without the leg/butt spasms! The hubby is out getting my medication as we speak, so I'll be much better soon!

Larry Don and I are trying to make some big decisions. I think that's all our marriage has been - one big bag of decision making. Sometimes I wish God wouldn't give us other options! Though I know that's a little bit silly. Christianity, and life in general, is full of options. It would be nice if God would spell out the answers for us, though! I keep opening my Bible, hoping to see the answer right there. The funny thing is, all I keep seeing is this funny word - "faith." Last night, I opened up to: "Through Christ you have come to trust in God. And because God raised Christ from the dead and gave him great glory, your faith and hope can be placed confidently in God." 1 Peter 1:21

Hmm...okay God. I will trust in You.

I always forget I have this!

We're here in Natchitoches, though we're already waiting on the day we get to leave! Louisiana is a strange place. I'm currently able to stay at home and be a housewife, which I actually enjoy! Who knew I'd actually want to stay home and clean! I've found that I really love to find things that need to be done, and do it! I'm afraid I've spoiled my husband in the process, though. :) I guess that's not such a bad thing! We have about one more year here, then hopefully we'll continue on somewhere else for Larry Don to pursue his DMA(doctorate of music arts.) It'll be fun to call him Dr. Chastain! I also recently joined Weight Watchers and I'm happy to announce that I'm a full 6 pounds lighter! Not a whole lot lost yet, but I've got a long road ahead of me!

Larry Don and I just recently celebrated 6 since we started dating! I honestly can't believe it's been that long. It only took us a month to realize we wanted to spend the rest of our lives with each other! Look forward to the story of our love in the next post!

This verse stood out to me today - enjoy!

"Whatever is good and perfect comes down to us from God our Father, who created all the lights in the heavens. He never changes or casts a shifting shadow. He chose to give birth to us his true word. And we, out of all creation, became his prized possession." James 1:17-18

How amazing that God counts US his prized possession! Oh, Lord, we are not worthy!

Wow! I knew this would never be updated! I'll try a litttle harder this time! :)

I guess the biggest news in our lives is that we're moving! Larry Don will be attending Northwestern State University in Natchitoches, LA in the fall... and we, obviously, will be living there! We're very excited... and a little nervous/sad. We don't mind leaving Magnolia. We don't mind leaving our families (actually, we're kinda ready for it!) But we're extremely sad to leave our church family! Waterbrook has been such a blessing in our lives, and we're not sure there's any place like it! But we're trusting that God has a church family there for us to join with and enjoy serving with just as much!

Well, until next time! Who knows when!!

Irritation!

What a great weekend! We spent way too much money... but sometimes I think that's necessary!

Larry Don and I spent most of the day in Arkadelphia today. He had a lesson and we watched the Jazz Band play! It was pretty... well.. decent :) But my cause of irritation came from two young ladies who thought flirting with my husband would be a good way to begin the evening. Now, normally, I don't mind it. It makes me feel like I've got a good catch (which I knew already :D). However, these girls made it very hard for me to be nice. Why would they think it was okay to flirt with my husband AND snub me? Oh well. I guess life's kinda tough all around :)

I'm pretty excited about Thanksgiving, though! I get to see the grandma I haven't spoken to or seen in 4 years, even though she lives right here in Magnolia! Oh how interesting my life is. You really should ask me about it sometime.

Have a Great Turkey Day!

Thank you!

I just wanted to thank everyone for the comments! It's so nice to know people are praying for us! Everything seems to be okay now, so praise the Lord!

I feel this whole ordeal will make us even more thankful when we are ready to have children! Thank you again for your comments and especially your prayers! I couldn't be more ready for this weekend... and next week! I absolutely love Thanksgiving! Larry Don and I are going on a big date tomorrow and then we get to help lead worship at Waterbrook on Sunday! I'm so excited about what God is doing in our lives and at this church! It's amazing to watch Him move!

I pray you all will have a blessed weekend!

first entry!

Well who knows how long this will last. Or if anyone will read it. I had a xanga a long time ago, but this seems to be where the cool people are.

As most know, we've moved back to Magnolia. We're living exactly 3 houses down the street from my mom, and luckily, so far, she hasn't bugged us too much. I've started working at a new preschool, Mrs. Mandy's Learning Center and Larry Don is dragging himself to Southern Aluminum every morning. We're still looking into grad school, and hopefully it'll still work out! I'd like a new experience.

We're sort of going through a difficult time this week. Monday night, I was having a few "female" problems and almost went to the ER. Instead, I tried to sleep and went to the doctor on Tuesday. She said she's about 95+% sure that I've had a miscarriage. Larry Don and I had suspected that I was pregnant, but weren't positive yet. We're both a little upset. Though we don't feel we're ready to be parents, it's no less a loss. We would really appreciate your prayers.

Well, we'll see if this ever gets updated!